Life situations never fail to place a mirror on ones inner material. I feel when I have the wherewithal (inner) to transform material I am surprised how little I know. I am placed in a situation where I can help a person. Yet at that point there is nothing I can do . That helpless is a suffering that has no emotional material to transform. It is a mental suffering of the ego that has power and energy to work but has no outside material to take the action forward. SO I am asked money. I dont have money and I am feeling terrible. That I dont have money . Think about all people who are happy because they have the money. TO make their dreams come true. And I dont have the gloating rights to give someone money when they need it . Oh the flourish of it. Of giving money.
Body doesnt help. It is hard to sense the body without an emotional flow.
I immersed in activity. Humble. Donkey work. And i hid suffering quietly.
THen later relief came. From outside events.
maybe that was the aligned action.
Thursday, October 13, 2016
Ego mental suffering is the hardest to transform.
Life situations never fail to place a mirror on ones inner material. I feel when I have the wherewithal (inner) to transform material I am surprised how little I know. I am placed in a situation where I can help a person. Yet at that point there is nothing I can do . That helpless is a suffering that has no emotional material to transform. It is a mental suffering of the ego that has power and energy to work but has no outside material to take the action forward. SO I am asked money. I dont have money and I am feeling terrible. That I dont have money . Think about all people who are happy because they have the money. TO make their dreams come true. And I dont have the gloating rights to give someone money when they need it . Oh the flourish of it. Of giving money.
Body doesnt help. It is hard to sense the body without an emotional flow.
I immersed in activity. Humble. Donkey work. And i hid suffering quietly.
THen later relief came. From outside events.
maybe that was the aligned action.
Body doesnt help. It is hard to sense the body without an emotional flow.
I immersed in activity. Humble. Donkey work. And i hid suffering quietly.
THen later relief came. From outside events.
maybe that was the aligned action.
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