Saturday, February 28, 2009

Insights on the Work

The Body is always in the Present Moment.

How to work well? Especially exercises that one cannot do even repeatedly? Its about egotism. We should not do this Work for personal benefit. We need to do it for our parents, and the people around us and for the people in the world. Its about duty now and not about personal search or about whether its fun or not. I have this physical body at my disposal to purify and make transparent so that the energy can flow down and help.." may Thine be on earth as it is in Heaven".

Sunday, February 22, 2009

work period 2009

Work period 2009

The Gurdjieff Work is something else. It is not about “my” search. It is about creating a live pool of consciousness from which will incubate newer searchers and a cumulative pool of consciousness created out of the combined Work of everyone in the pool. This pool is the food for all and with this food, more efforts.
This work period one understood the beginnings of the word 'responsibility'. To be a Senior in the Work. To be responsible means “to respond” not react. To everything. To everyone. And the first step towards that is to listen. To everything. To everyone.
So what is my responsibility? In the Work, to keep it alive. To have searchers at all levels so that the current flows without any break, at any level. And to Work myself. Ceaselessly. Because the domino effect of one person working is unbelievable. One person gives energy to the pool that energizes everyone else's effort and when everyone Works, the surge in the pool is a huge multiple of that single drop that a single person contributed.
How do I Work Intelligently?
I need to develop the sensitivity to what is needed right now. To what needs to be served right now. So that the energy that wishes to evolve will not return disappointed.
I need to Listen. Learn that language of the voice of the energy behind the words. Of the wish of the energy behind the sensations. Of the fervour of the energy behind the racing thoughts. I need to keep Working, till I find a true taste of the connection that Mme De Salzmann speaks about.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Paying gratitude to the breakthrough

There is such a freedom when the search now excludes search for the "I". Now there is the joy of just being aware. However this is a gift from nature. From universe.

I now need to convert these fleeting glimpses of just experiencing without the experiencer or the "i" into a constant practice of experiencing pure. Sensation of the body, sensation of the breathing, sensation of hurt, of hunger, of anger.

God give me ur support.

Monday, February 09, 2009

Pulsations

When there is money in the bank or in the wallet, there is a constant steam of pulsation from that source. That provides ways for it to be spent. When there is a relationship - be it the boss, or girlfriend or wife or child or dog, there is a constant pulsing. There is the body that is constantly sending pulsations of its own needs. Everything stored sends pulsations so that action takes place and creates movement. As though nature is constantly pulsing and moving and creating. THe Awareness watches all this. How does the right action take place here? Is it the relative intensity of the pulsation? or something that guides? How can this guiding voice be found over the din of the mechanicality of habitual decision making?