Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Bhagvad Gita for Dummies

The Gita has two streams of thought flowing - an ethical stream and a metaphysical stream-dealing respectively with what man ought to do and what God is.

Work Alone are thou entitled to and not its fruit. So never work for fruit nor yet desist from work.

A man of even mind puts away here both good and evil. Therefore strive for Yoga. Yoga is skill in action.

No man can be ever free from a life of action by merely avoiding active work. and no man can ever reach perfection through mere renunciation.

This world is fettered by work, UNLESS it is done as a sacrifice. Therefore, O son of Kunti give up your attachments and do thy work as a SACRIFICE.

Therefore always without attachment do the work thou hast to do for a man who does his work without attachment wins the SUPREME.

There is nothing in the three Worlds O Partha for me to achieve nor is there anything to gain that I have not gained. Yet I continue to work - for if I did not continue to work unwearied men all round the world would follow my path. If I should cease to work, these worlds would perish and I should cause confusion and destroy these people.

Better is one's duty though imperfectly done than the duty of another, well done

The works of a man whose attachments are gone, who is free and whose mind is well established in knowledge melt away entirely being done as a sacrifice.

THere is nothing whatever that is higher than what I am O Dhananjaya ; all this is strung on me as rows of Gems on a string ( a central consciousness pervading all things)

Goodness binds one to hapiness. Passion binds one to action and dullness veiling knowledge binds one to negligence.

There are three gateways of this HELL leading to the ruin of the soul - LUST, WRATH and GREED. Therefore let man renounce all three.

Penances - The Worship of the Gods, of teachers and of the wise, purity, uprightness, abstinence and non-violence - these are said to be penances of the BODY

The utterance of words which do not give offense and which are truthful, pleasant and beneficial, and the regular recitation of the Vedas - these are said to be penance of speech.

The serenity of the mind, beneficience, silence, self control and purity of the heart - these are said to be penances of the mind.

These three fold penances practised with perfect faith by men of balanced mind without desire for gain is said to be a "good disposition"

....for sacrifice, gifts and penances purify the wise. Even these works should be however done with surrender of attachment and of fruits. This O Partha is my decided and final view.

But renunciation of any duty that ought to be done is not right.

The wise man of renunciation, who is imbued with goodness and whose doubts are dispelled never hates a duty that is unpleasant.

The steadiness by which one never fails in concentration and by which one controls the activities of the mind, the life breaths and of the senses - that O partha is of the nature of goodness.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Search Diary Aug 22nd

This week went by again without any progress. Be it breath awareness or relaxing the body's tiny and small tensions. I hope this week will prove better. I must place an awareness chant and monitor it on the following :
-breath
-speech
-body awareness

God give me strenght please. Also the new diet that I am doing should clean me up. I am so convinced that there is a divine hand in my diet.
Great quote from RigVeda " Desire was the first seed of the mind"

Ramana Maharshi....

How to get rid of fear?
All fear is nothing more than thoughts. If there is only ONE then there cannot be a second.

Quote from Ramakrishan....
"god can be realised ...but who takes the trouble to do so? People will shed tears for wife, children, or possessions..but who will weep for the love of god?"

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Present moment

This is the present moment. As I type. The sound of the keyboard, the sight of the letters being born on the screen, the sound of the car that is passing by, the touch of the plastic on the tips of my fingers. This is the truth because the mind is dead right now. Only my senses are alive. This moment is eternity. Right now, I have exercised by evolutionary right of being aware that I am aware. Soon i will lapse into being an animal - doing things quite unaware and mechanically.

I wonder if i keep on typing like this will this keep me engaged in the present moment forever. Is this why they say physical work and strain are an important part of the spiritual search because doing physical things with awareness seems far easier than doing mental things like meditation with awarenes..

the world is so full right now with noises and light. the moment is beautiful. it is real and there are no opinions. there is not even me.

Friday, October 08, 2004

reality bites

The senses dont make any sense any more. The World is a projection inside my head. Like the kernel of a coconut. Or being in the centre of the universe till the lights of the planetarium comes on. So what does the real world look like? Beyond the senses. Shut your eyes. Close ur ears. Clamp the nose. What then is left? The mind - that is the combination of all the senses that sucks you to its world. Shut the mind too. What remains? Silence. Now is there something beyond silence? How long should the silence be till the door opens? The mind stands between me and the door. Its chattering creases the silence and hides the door. Silence. It is the key.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

getting the divine to ascend into the heart

during the day, the soul vanishes. as though the devil needs to earn the living. then morning comes and the soul rises for a few moment. gives a glimpse of eternal solace. then hte masks are put on again. the dance with the devil begins. the sacred sap is exchanged for the ego's survival and the night comes again for the soul to apply the healing. when can i cross over?

Monday, July 05, 2004

Nirvana be

That is the question. Nirvana be or not to be? So Descartes got it all wrong. Cogito is not ergo sum. It seems to be the opposite. So till the cosmos gives you a tongue fill into your gasping mouth, dance to the tune of the forces and do the roller coaster on the intestines. But then the Universe is kind..!