Its been 6 days. There is a lightness. The breath flows in and out of both nostrils freely. As though at the top of the head is a hole that allows air to flow in and out freely.
There is a lightness. I am not carrying on my shoulder the constant ache of sexual desire. And when that weight is removed suddenly I am light.
Nothing else has changed. But this is grace. This lightness. There is no effort. Everything can be done in me as need be done.
Faint fears of knowing one day this could go away. But right now none.
This is a taste.
If this is a record that is ever going to be read by any searcher...remember, all the effort and hard work and sacrifice is worth this moment.
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