I have to re-awaken the Will. I have been easy on myself. There is no easy road to the Truth. To be one of the Adepts. I cant fail each test. I need to filter out the impressions. So I can have more strength to transmute the sexual energy from within. I have to remember that I have to be unaffected by the laws of the planet to then be a a level of higher laws. I have done it before. Passed all the tests. Now to do it again. This time with a new energy field and new energy. Even more subtle. But the principles are the same.
The impression that causes sexual response comes from the fact that the brain/being is wired to respond to the female form, and then the attention from the female form. It follows nature's law of the descending octave. This energy is powerful and can sweep me, unless I calibrate the dosage of impressions that I can handle for transformation. Till I have the male elements of the planet earth, I will continue to respond to the female impressions. Untill one can have the impressions and not feel a thing . Only then there is a freedom from these laws.
But the sexual energy is sacred and therefore must be used for my aim.
Right now, its about Will for me. I need to not also get tempted by the theory of " Its nature and let the sexual octave follow its natural course'. I just need to for a period of time, deal with a complete denial of the urge for sexual release.
So help me god.
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