How can I lead a worthy life ?

I have to wake up each morning pondering over my purpose.
Whatever I do I do it with attention. To seek perfection in it.
To relinquish dreams. Do the work that comes to me with absolute passion.
Not examine work to see if it matches with my dreams.
Mindful speech. To speak only when necessary.
To explore the balance between action and waiting for the flowering.
To keep faith and hope when things are down.

Let me remember myself and my wish to lead a worthy life.

More and more it appears that I need to see reality more closely. I see that I have created an image of myself and what I should get in life and all the time I am trying and fighting to make it happen. I do not see what “is”. I do not question this image or my ambitions and dreams. The universe could be having other plans with me and if I constantly see only what “I” have created and work towards that, I will be constantly thwarting the moves of the universe to get me to doing what I was created for. I should know that the universe is compassionate and whatever the universe will make of me, I am sure will only give me happiness. I must be vigilant to see what I am right now. There is something else, some other movement and I do not see it. I see that which I have created and till  I look away from it and see what “is” I will always be lost and unhappy.