More and more it appears that I need to see reality more closely. I see that I have created an image of myself and what I should get in life and all the time I am trying and fighting to make it happen. I do not see what “is”. I do not question this image or my ambitions and dreams. The universe could be having other plans with me and if I constantly see only what “I” have created and work towards that, I will be constantly thwarting the moves of the universe to get me to doing what I was created for. I should know that the universe is compassionate and whatever the universe will make of me, I am sure will only give me happiness. I must be vigilant to see what I am right now. There is something else, some other movement and I do not see it. I see that which I have created and till  I look away from it and see what “is” I will always be lost and unhappy.