Saturn - insights towards the end of first phase of 2.5 years

On January 26^th I would have finished the first cycle of 2.5 years of Saturn. If I look back it has been the most spiritualised period of my life. I think preparing and reading about Saturn – especially to align with Saturn and “be” Saturn got me into a helpful inner attitude of receptivity. Further situations around me caused me to do things that I normally would be lazy and passive to do. Allowing my self to do it in this Saturn period, got me a slight freedom from likes and dislikes. I think that possibly could be the gift of Saturn. I need to remember this – freedom the likes and dislikes. I also saw that while one part of my life experienced delays – there was another part that made small wishes come true. I had to wish, try and make effort and then forget about it. Then by some magic it would just happen. Sometimes even if the impulse of action kept pushing and I held back, the magic worked. I also feel receptivity also means open to receiving things and help from people – as if God is giving them to you through them. Earlier I would refuse favours (for no reason – maybe social conditioning, maybe false pride)

 It was also in this period that I managed to get my first bit of regular financial income – however modest. Even this happened by an amazing miracle. This means also that Saturn does not block your money -  and trouble you.  Saturn in 12^th house is about transformation (12^th house being the house of death) and I think what I learn from here will now be polished and fine tuned when it moves to the 1^st house. Even now with a few weeks left, I think its impact I can begin to feel. There seems to be a sense of death and sense of wanting to find meaning in life and the direction of that finding of meaning – all of which could be the individuality aspects of the first house.