I am feeling and increasingly seeing that non expression of negative emotions is not what I understood as. It is not an external non expression but rather inner non expression. What does internal non expression mean?
It means that I dont in my imagination dream of ways in which I will avenge those who troubled me or who took advantage of me, and feel happy imagining all that I did to extract my revenge.
It also means that I dont imagine how I am now a big shot and people who dont know my real power try to dominate me and then when I display my power they suddenly growel and that makes me happy.
UNLESS I stop this I cannot move forward. I will continue to loop around this same area. Once I stop, then the universe will trust me with its future gifts.
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