The Last few days esp January 1 experienced continued connection with being present and experiencing what all is happening and I am doing.
Last night heard a Mooji meditation before sleeping and woke up in the morning sensing every cell of the body in absolute bliss.
The fear of death continues to stalk in terms of possible heart attack due to diabetes. This also means that the inviduality still needs dissolving.
The only task is to remind myself to operate through awareness keeping personality out. Listening, speaking, typing. And each time the mind comes into play to notice it and also to recongise that since I know the thought, it was on the field of awareness.
Rajeev Dey also shared the passage "A Normal Man wishes to Live for ever" by Gurdjieff. Grateful to the forces because it also spoke about hanging on to the being .("
This wish to live constitutes a being. Once being alive there is no choice, we must live for ever.")
The passage is below
A Normal Being Wishes to Live for Ever
- G I Gurdjieff
A normal being wishes to live forever. A normal man is one who not only has actualized his inherited potentialities, but has freed himself from his subjectivity.
We are made in the image of God, and God's attribute is immortality. If God wishes to live he has shared that wish with all of us. He has also provided the means by which that wish to live may exist forever. This wish to live constitutes a being. Once being alive there is no choice, we must live for ever.
The representative of God in any individual is that which tells him how or what God would do in any situation. Your powers are to actualize, to be aware of your presence. This is your money in the bank, your cash, your earning ability.
Next to awareness, the most important thing is Time. The flow of time through us gives us our chance to extract what we can. Time is a three fold stream, passing through our three centers. We fish in this stream, what we catch is ours, what we don't is gone. Time does not wait for us to catch all in the stream. If we catch enough. we have enough to create three bodies, and become enduring.
Time is the sum of our potential experience, the totality of our possible experiences. We live our experiences successively, this is the first dimension of time. To be able to live experiences simultaneously is adding another or second dimension of time. To be aware of this simultaneity is called solid Time, or the third dimension of Time.
I beg you, before starting on this journey to question yourself. You are plunging into the dark;Here is little lamp; I show you how to rub it; but make sure you know how to rub it.
Suffering is the price of endlessness.
Conscious labor consists of having a objective in life, as a LIFE aim, an Aim which can be pursued the whole of your life. It does not depend on the vicissitudes of life. It is the aim for which you took the trouble to be born. You are an Immortal being if you keep this aim.
If you keep this aim through this life you will have an aim strong enough to persist after this life, an aim big enough to persist through an immortal existence.
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