Monday, January 02, 2017

Hard Struggle - reminder of Task

I am losing the fight. The forces of sleeping are putting me back to where I was. I have to fight back and hard. So I must write down my approach :

1. The heart of the approach is to Abide in I AM. And the I Am to experience the life I lead. And me to be aware of my being aware.

2. It is important that Awarness experiences it and Awarness is aware of Awareness. So I have to be careful about self image coming in. H is dead - H is a lie and fiction.

3. I have to keep my frantic breathing on all the time. THe frantic breathing is a breathing sensing from the right side of the heart clutching to Life/Aliveness as I breathe in and cling to life  - afraid of death.

4. I hope to stay in awarness and watch as death comes and withdraws from this shell.

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