This happened on 21st of December. I suddenly saw the H (my name) was a complete work of fiction. A lie created diligently by my intellectual centre. This imaginary character was sad, happy, angry and so on. And every moment the intellectual centre reinforces this lie.
There is this hollow body inside which no body is there. And there is awareness. Till now this lie was coming in between the awareness and this hollow body. Now I need to watch this lie each time it appears as a go between. Otherwise all experiences must be directly experienced by the awareness and the awareness is recognised by the experiencing.
Life will resolve itself. As said by Maharaj When effort is needed it will happen by itself when effortlessness is required it will assert itself. The human body will traverse through its destiny and the awareness will experience this destiny.
This by the grace of Saturn and the compassionate almighty a small door has opened - I need to now stay with this. continue staying in the I AM and experience the Awareness with the body - sounds, tastes etc
Then each time I interact with people I watch for H to make its appearance - H is dead. I need to inform H that. Each time the mind will try to resurrect H and I think over time the mind will understand and accept.
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